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And the healing continues

Hi Everyone,

I thought I would pop in and just give a brief update as I haven’t been around much lately.

My last post was about my own healing journey and how I was going to a wonderful place inside myself to do some inner work – well all I can say is once you step inside there you discover an awful lot about yourself.

Not that I didn’t already know this or been there before, but this journey has been particularly long and arduous and I have certainly met some interesting characters along the way, some who have shocked me, some who have helped me and some who have totally baffled me.

Yet each of them have enriched my journey immensely and enlightened my path even with their venom or uncaring nature. So for that I thank them.

I decided to give the Dr’s a miss and heal myself and the most amazing thing happened, I developed a small lump on my stomach which grew rapidly and developed into the most painful expericence I had encountered.

I had some burning sensation on the skin on my stomach, as I felt it I noticed a lump it was quite big about the size of a 50 cent piece, it wasn’t sore so I left it, thinking it was just a cyst or boil or something….but it had a few edges to it. Later that night I had what felt like an ovarian cyst burst, then the lump began to grow and became painful beyond belief I was in agony……I left it hoping it would go away ( I hate drs and of course drugs) by the next morning it was the size of the palm of my hand, red blistery and very nasty….by this time I couldn’t walk as it was in a position that it was pressing on my leg as I walked it was so big…so I waited and called a locum, he told me I needed to go to emergency ASAP and have IV antibiotics…..I wasn’t happy, I have a fear of hospitals and put it off as much as I could, but by now it was red and angry and was yellow and black and looked like I was about to give birth to an alien! So in absolute agony and tears I got down the stairs and we went to emergency. We waited hours and hubby said by now I was looking yellow around my eyes and mouth, I was admitted and given an IV antibiotic. I am highly allergic to pretty much all drugs so I had bad reactions to two of them and by the next morning it was even bigger it was now the size of my whole hand and poked out about as big as my fist.
I was admitted by a surgeon to the hospital, I’d been in ER all that night, as I was sitting up to get into the wheelchair it ruptured, I saw blood etc all over the bed….It was about 7am….I went to my room and hoped it would all be ok now and I could avoid surgery, but I was told I still needed it….they finally took me into theatre at 8.45pm that night.

The doctor said he cut something out he’s never seen before, but by the next morning I was feeling so much better, not only pain wise but this horrible fatigue and fever and aching I’ve had for sooo long had gone….

Now I’m wondering what on earth it was and if I’ve had something brewing for years?

I went home with the best carer ever, my hubby, who never left my side and was an amazing support.

I had a gapping hole in my tummy that needs to heal now and had to wash and pack it at home and was feeling better, however 3months later I still have a hole that is healing and that is where my other journey began

Being bed ridden for so long I was going crazy, but I didn’t have the energy to do much else, so I decided to use the internet to keep my creativity alive.

This is where the fun began – albeit tedious and emotional.

To be continued

Aurora

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Phew!!!!!!!

What a few months it has been, I have gotten married, moved house, my youngest daughter graduated high school and that was only in 2 weeks of those few months!!

I have some wonderful stories to share such as:
Why the local firemen came running up to the roof top where we were getting married just after the ceremony!
How stress can be a real killer!
The inspiration I found from a lady bravely battling cancer
Health
Love
Life
and the lessons I have learnt.

I thank you all for your support and understanding the past few months and look forward to helping and meeting even more of you in the new year.

I am taking the rest of this year off and will return with exciting new blogs, pictures and updates in the new year.

So for now please take care of yourselves and each other and remember you are loved and how much you can love!

Much Love Always
Aurora

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Please Understand Me.

“If I do not want what you want, please try not to tell me that my want is wrong.

Or if I believe other than you, at least pause before you correct my view.

Or if my emotion is less than yours, or more, given the same circumstances, try not to ask me to feel more strongly or weakly.

Or yet if I act, or fail to act, in the manner of your design for action, let me be.

I do not, for the moment at least, ask you to understand me. That will come only when you are willing to give up changing me into a copy of you.

I may be your spouse, your parent, your offspring, your friend, or your colleague. If you will allow me any of my own wants, or emotions, or beliefs, or actions, then you open yourself, so that some day these ways of mine might not seem so wrong, and might finally appear to you as right — for me. To put up with me is the first step to understanding me. Not that you embrace my ways as right for you, but that you are no longer irritated or disappointed with me for my seeming waywardness. And in understanding me you might come to prize my differences from you, and, far from seeking to change me, preserve and even nurture those differences.”

This is an excerpt from the book Please Understand Me 2 by David Keirsey.

Love Aurora xx

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Fully Booked

Thank you to everyone for your wonderful support, it has been such a joy and pleasure to be able to work with so many of you, knowing that I am helping you to alleviate your pain and help with your growth means the world to me and makes what I do worth while

As of today I am fully booked until December and can’t take on any new clients for now, so I encourage you to put your name on the waiting list in case I have any cancellations.  To do this please click HERE.

I will still be updating the blog, keeping you up to date with the Flare Repair and also working on new and exciting ways to make my services available and accessible to everyone.

Keep an eye out on the web page for new –

Meditation MP3’s

Healing MP3’s

Pain Relief MP3’s

Exciting new Flare Coach Service.

Plus more….

Blessings to you all

Aurora xx

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I am Fibro

By Terri Been

Hi…My name is Fibromyalgia, and I’m an Invisible Chronic Illness. I am now velcroed to you for life. Others around you can’t see me or hear me, but YOUR body feels me. I can attack you anywhere and anyhow I please. I can cause severe pain or, if I’m in a good mood, I can just cause you to ache all over.

Remember when you and Energy ran around together and had fun? I took Energy from you, and gave you Exhaustion. Try to have fun now!

I also took Good Sleep from you and, in its place, gave you Brain Fog. I can make you tremble internally or make you feel cold or hot when everyone else feels normal.

Oh, yeah, I can make you feel anxious or depressed, too. If you have something planned, or are looking forward to a great day, I can take that away, too.

You didn’t ask for me. I chose you for various reasons: that virus you had that you never recovered from, or that car accident, or maybe it was the years of abuse and trauma. Well, anyway, I’m here to stay!

I hear you are going to see a doctor who can get rid of me. I’m rolling on the floor, laughing. Just try. You have to go to many, many doctors until you find one who can help you effectively. You will be put on pain pills, sleeping pills, energy pills, told you are suffering from anxiety or depression, given a TENs unit, get massaged, told if you just sleep and exercise properly I will go away, told to think positively, poked, prodded, and MOST OF ALL, not taken as seriously as you feel when you cry to the doctor how debilitating life is every day. Your family, friends, and coworkers will all listen to you until they just get tired of hearing about how I make you feel, and that I’m a debilitating disease. Some of them will say things like “Oh, you are just having a bad day” or “Well, remember, you can’t do the things you use to do 20 years ago: not hearing that you said 20DAYS ago. Some will start talking behind your back, while you slowly feel that you are losing your dignity trying to make them understand, especially when you are in the middle of a conversation with a “Normal” person and can’t remember what you were going to say next.

In closing, {I was hoping that I kept this part a secret}, but I guess you already found out…the ONLY place you will get any support and understanding in dealing with me is with other people with Fibromyalgia.

Thank you to my lovely friend Linda xx

 

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Lost and Found

About a week ago Mr D was heading to the kitchen to make a cup of tea and as he walked through the door I saw a spirit above his head.  In need of a rest I tried to ignore it but it was rather persistent. I knew it was for Mr D and asked what it needed to tell me, all I could get was the name “pet”….I was rather perplexed by this and began to ask if it was a name of a person and could they elaborate a bit, I knew the spirit was Mr D’s grandmother as this was coming through very strongly.  As I asked for more information around “pet” a man came in very assertively and told her to stop now. That was the clarification I needed to know it was indeed Mr D’s grandmother as his grandfather was quite a strong man who was in control.

When he returned with my cup of tea I asked him if he knew of someone called “pet” or someone with a short sharp name like that, he racked his brains for ages, trying to remember past relatives and could come up with a few names that matched like “Thyp” and “Pat” but I didn’t feel these were right.

The next time we spoke to Mr D’s mum we asked her and she confirmed the information about her father being the one to try and stop the information coming through and she told us she would have a think about it and let us know.

A few days later I woke up from a dream, I had dreamt that a man was showing me a cat draped over his arms, it was fluffy and very peaceful looking, I asked if it was OK, he told me that the cat had died, that it was a cat that used to be in a classroom with lots of children and that the teacher had discovered it when she went in that morning.

That night we received a text message saying that Mr D’s mums beloved cat that she had for more than 15 years had passed away. It was at that time that I realised that her mother was here to let her know it was OK as she was going to help during this time and that “pet” was refering to the pet cat.

She then went on to tell us through her tears that she was about to go to the school, where she reads to children and that would make her feel better. We then realised what the dream was about.

It gave a lot of comfort to the family and also to me to know that on the other side, they help not only us to pass over smoothly but our furry friends as well.

Aurora T xx

 

 

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New Web Site is up and running!!

After many many months of hard work from both myself and MrD, the new web site is up and running and I am so proud of it.

I decided to change the whole look of the web site for a few reasons and after a lot of thinking and comunicating with my clients and friends.

I have a lot of followers and clients whom due to illness are much more comfortable using an iPhone or iPad or other mobile device which wouldn’t load the flash on the old web page, also I wanted to make it user friendly for visually impaired people as well, I tried really hard to accomodate every ones needs and I hope I have succeeded!

Thank you to everyone for your patience.

The new web site can be found HERE

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Season or Reason

Reason, Season, or Lifetime

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.
When you figure out which one it is,
you will know what to do for each person.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,
it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.
They have come to assist you through a difficulty;
to provide you with guidance and support;
to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend, and they are.
They are there for the reason you need them to be.

Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.
What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done.
The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,
because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.
They may teach you something you have never done.
They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe it. It is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons;
things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person,
and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

— Unknown

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Our Deepest Fear

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.” Marianne Williamson

I love this saying and I was  quite surprised that it was written for Nelson Mandela by Marianne Williamson, It speaks volumes about how we have so much power inside us to be what ever we want to be but that we scare ourselves let the fear stop us. And if we just believe we can be what ever we want to be, then we can and will.  And have every right to be!

 

That’s my thought on it anyway 🙂

 

Aurora

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